Tuesday, 15 January 2013


                           Not A Fairy tale

I was never a type of girl
who would fall for anyone
but you made me to
first time
I felt the rain and loved the sky
to my parents first time I lied
over our stupid quarrels I cried
talked to you whole night and day
held your hand through the way
people shrugged people starred
but we didn't cared
I was so lost in you and you in me
even if the sky collapsed we wouldn't see
I dreamt of future, flawless life
wished someday I'll be your wife
we'll live somewhere in countryside
but never knew things would go  this wild

You had promised to be there for ever

but when you went came back never
my friends told me to forget you
saying things like love are never true
but slitting my hand with a blow
seemed better than letting you go
nights grew darker days faded
endless tears I shaded
all I did was to sit  and wait
but neither were you my destiny nor I your fate
I learnt not every girl is Cinderella snow white
love hurts whether its wrong or right
I had never lost but here I fail
caught in Love's spell
realising mine wasn't a fairy tale !



Monday, 14 January 2013

me against me

                                        


                                  

                                  me against me



Screaming yelling out of fury
then saying I am so  sorry
that's how I have become
not the one I used to be
not the one I was supposed to be
irritated at everything 
flattered at nothing
I feel  so insecure
abandoned and obscure
lonely in the midst of the crowd
wrapped in my own sewn shroud
it feels like being six feet under
is there ever any escape I often wonder

The ground beneath my feet is crumbling
The roof above my head is leaking
and my faith in myself is breaking

Don't know what made me so
Don't know what brought me here
there is nobody with whom I can share
my broken heart , with whom I can repair
The leaking roof above my head
The crumbling ground beneath my feet !          



Friday, 4 January 2013

POEM: FLIRTING WITH MY DEATH




                    FLIRTING WITH MY DEATH


     Oh you please don't hate me
    resuscitate me
    I am out of my breath 
    since the day you left me 
    I have been flirting with my death

    My inside seems to question me

    its throbbing my head, bursting my vein
    tell me where have you been
    many times I did hurt you
    it pains so bad I never knew
    but do u realize
    how it feels to be soulless
    when your breathing but show no trace
    my soul is escaping through the hole
    oh, I don't wanna let is it go
    but I have no control
    your memories ate me within
    my crave for you is all that left
    your my drug please do heal me
    ain't it enough cant you feel me ?


    Oh you please don't hate me
    resuscitate me
    I am out of my breath 
    since the day you left me 
    I have been flirting with my death